I think I'm going to get a tattoo soon

Just not keen on the lifetime commitment doe

Found some cool music videos :o :o ~~

I am so damn ready for future omfg!!!!!!!!

18th

So there was a lot of stress leading up to the party. Firstly because I only decided like 2 weeks before that I was actually making it, I would've liked to give people like a month notice rather then 2 weeks. Secondly the fucking weather omg. The whole of summer had been decently nice and then of course the week leading up to my party it decided to be 40+ degrees every day :( I did consider changing it from friday to saturday but another girl from my school had already made her 18th on that day. Anywho, the weather really slowed down the party organising process, all the food shopping and preparations were done like in the late afternoon. Somehow everything came together and on the Friday was also when preferences came out, so that also took up a couple hours of my "getting ready" time since the vtac website wasn't working. I opted to go on The Age website where you search for your initials or postcode and it did come up with the initials J.P L which made me happy but also think what if theres another person in my suburb with those initials.

So I didn't celebrate yet, and left to go get some more last minute items while feeling incredibly sick in the stomach. I was actually scared shitless about not getting my offer. But then I got a notif from my phone and it was an email from melb uni and that was when I cried and died and I literally remember being the happiest girl alivee. My mum started laughing and crying and that's when I decided that I'd have a fucking good night since there was no more worries Lol. Getting home I told my Dad and sister and they were also really happy for me. I started getting ready at around 5ish which wasn't a good idea because the djs came and I had so many other things to organise. It was also at this time where I thought :
-The weather is still too hot for people to party
-What if no one comes
-What if I don't have enough alcohol (lol)

I remember not having like an amazing time on the night since there was just so many things to worry about. Gatecrashers came but they ended up being really good and didn't cause anything, probably just wanted to meet new lgs hahaha. On the night I also was too busy doing god knows what and when looking at the time it was like already 9ish or something and I hadn't even brought out the drinks yet (lol gud 1). Thankfully it cooled down during the night and so glad that people came but not glad that some left way early to go clubbing lmao u club rats.

Lastly some advice for people, if you're planning to make a birthday party then just do urself a favour and don't. HAHAHA just kidding make it but invite me pls.

dat shoulder grasp

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Goals

Already well into the new year but better late then never!!! The first point doesn't really need working on since I already photowhore quite a lot HAHAH

Momentous things that have occurred during these holzzzz so far (Part 2 of many parts lol)

• Dats 18th was unexpectedly such a great night! I remember it being a couple days after Thaos 18th so we had all recovered and were ready to werk it. Nick and Jesses set on that night was seriously the best one and I loved spending time with my fave people. Thao twerked and Raven gooned. Much regrets when we didn't bring the camera doe :'(

  

  Gorg view from Lyn and Dats

  
  
  

• The next week it was Annys birthday and Julia and I were taking photos. It was awkward because the bday girl also told this other guy to take photos, and during the night he would try to be a smartass and give tips and tell us what we were doing wrong with our technique when he didn't even know wtf he was talkin about. lyk srsly u ruined the night. Also drunk lbs trying to get with anything that moved made me want to stick pins in my eyes. (soz for the rant lol)
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
• A couple days after came new years eve and this was such a good new years compared to last year. I met with Cindy, Lisa and the others at Lisas house then we trained it to the city. We went to Red Silks for a massive dinner and then made our way to crown. We took photos and stayed at the Palladium for a while until it was almost time for the fireworks. When heading down to the river we decided to cross the bridge onto the other side of the river because good music was being played from a bar/club. We danced along while the bar people stared but we didn't care bcos new yr new mi~~~ xoxoxox After the fireworks we went back to Lisas and got hammered/smashed/marinated/wasted/munted etc etc. Most of us slept over at Lisa's, legit waking up the next morning was such a struggle.
  
  
  
  

• On the 11th of Jan I met up with Val and Ange at Albion station and we headed awf to an mhs party in Keilor Plains. Thank god it was near my house so I didn't have to worry about travelling much. When we got there, not many people had arrived so I took advantage of the food available since I'm trying to be good and actually eat at parties. It was so nice seeing familiar faces and I was really happy with outfit choice since it was the comfiest outfit I'd ever worn to a party. Im starting to steer away from wearing heels idk. Ange got drunk and I went for a cruise in Jb's lambo (ok it wasnt really a lambo). Had such a fab time and now I don't know what else to say lol
  
  
  
  
  
  

  

  so kawaii

I'm ending this post here since it is very long and I'm going to make a separate, more detailed post for my bday so stay tuned sluts